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Amazing News!😱❤️

Hey everyone! I have some amazing news!😱

So yesterday I went to another rheumatologist that I have been waiting all summer to see. He is ACTUALLY going to HELP ME!!!😱😱😱😍😍❤️❤️❤️

I FINALLY found a doctor after two years of searching!!😍💜

He believes I have fibromyalgia so he put me on some new medicines and that medicine has already started to help💖💜

He also believes I have sleep apnea so he is setting up for me to have a sleep study done to see if I do have it.

He doesn’t believe I have any form of arthritis and he thinks I just have fibromyalgia.

He has taken my case and I am so happy about that!☀️💜

After two years and going through six other rheumatologists, but finally I have answers and a doctor who cares about me!😍💜

I am already feeling better pain wise today. My pain has been better and my mood is much better. I feel like a whole new person now that I am not in much pain. I still have pain but it’s sooo much better❤️

Thank you so much for reading and for all your support throughout these six years I have been blogging. You all are amazing and I love you so much❤️💜💖

-xoxo Caty❤️💜💖☀️

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I’m depressed (again)

Hey everyone, I am so sorry it’s been so long since I have updated on here but honestly I haven’t been doing very good. But here’s an update on me:

Mentally:

I have become depressed again. I feel down, sad, and depressed all the time. I cry a lot. I have been situationally depressed since fibromyalgia but now I am chemical depressed due to having bipolar type one. It’s really hard being depressed again. I always feel tired and run down. I try to put on a brave face for my family but honestly, I am not okay.

Physically:

I am still in unbearable pain from fibromyalgia. Tomorrow I see another rheumatologist which I am really hoping he can help me. So please keep me in your thoughts and prayers for tomorrow. I have waited all summer for this appointment and I am hoping it has been worth the wait. But still everyday I am in unbearable pain mostly in my back and legs.

I am sorry if this post is depressing but it’s the truth about how I am doing❤️

Just please keep me in your thoughts and prayer💖

Thank you so much for reading. You guys are amazing. I love each and every one of you😘❤️

-xoxo Caty💜💖❤️

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MY BOOK IS OUT ON AMAZON❤️

Hey everyone! Exciting news:

My book: Jesus Saves Daily Devotions

Is out on AMAZON!!❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Here’s the link to buy it:

https://www.amazon.com/dp/1645692086

You should totally get this book because it will help you learn more and grow closer to Jesus Our King❤️

I pray it blesses everyone who reads it❤️

I love you all!❤️

-xoxo Caty❤️

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Rough weekend but feeling better today❤️

Hey everyone.

On my last post I talked about how I was going to sing on my church’s worship team by sitting in a chair the whole time.

I went on Saturday to sing and they NEVER got me a chair.

I had to stand.

It was horrible.

As soon I was done singing I was crying because I was in SOOO MUCH PAIN. The pain was UNBEARABLE.

I spent the whole day on Sunday in UNBEARABLE pain and crying most of the day.

I was in a flare and it was the worst flare I have had in a longggg time.

Everything HURT.

My whole body HURT.

I was crying so much.

It felt like knives were constantly stabbing me.

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Thankfully today I am feeling better. I am still in pain but I am better❤️

My mood is better and I believe the flare is passing.💖

But I am still NEVER singing there again. They didn’t help someone with disabilities. They didn’t help me. They promised me a chair and they lied.

Now I am just going to rest❤️

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Thank you so much for reading! I love you all❤️

-xoxo Caty❤️

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Exciting News!☀️💖💜

Today has been a really rough pain day. I have been in pain most of the day.

I have had a good day though❤️

I did some writing, did my podcast, crocheted, and I did my Bible study with my Mom💖

Here’s my exciting news:

Before fibromyalgia I used to sing on my church’s worship team every weekend. But since fibromyalgia I have taken a two year break. But this weekend I will been singing on my church’s worship team again! I will be in a chair while I sing but I very excited💜💖☀️

I finally feel like I am living again!❤️

Take THAT fibromyalgia!👍🏻💖

I am living again despite my pain!💖💜❤️

Even though I am in pain right now, I am okay❤️

I will get through it❤️

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Thank you so much for reading! I love you all!❤️

-xoxo Caty❤️

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Bad pain day

Today I had an appointment to schedule my wisdom teeth surgery.

Of course it was raining which means it hurts my back REALLY BAD.

I was already to go to the appointment but when I got in the car to go, I got nauseated because my back pain was SOO bad.

Even though my pain is better, days like today remind me that I am not cured.

I am still struggling with fibromyalgia.

Today was a bad pain today.

Thankfully I canceled my appointment and for the rest of the night I will rest.

Living with fibromyalgia is rough but lately I have been more joyful☀️

Even though I am still struggling with pain I focusing on having a positive attitude despite still being in pain. I want to be happy and joyful despite my pain💖

So I am not focusing on my pain anymore. I am focusing on things that make me happy like: writing, reading, crocheting, doing my Podcast, and petting my cats🐱

I want to live a happy life no matter how much I hurt from fibromyalgia💖

So I am going to live despite my pain!👍🏻❤️

But tonight I will rest❤️💖💜

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Thank you so much for reading! I love you all!❤️

-xoxo Caty❤️💖💜

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Lazy Saturday💖

Yesterday I went out to eat with my best friend. We went to Chick-ful-a so it was amazing! Then we went to Target and had fun shopping. We came back to my house: we crocheted, talked, laughed, and had a great time.

It was so much fun. I truly enjoyed it❤️

Today I have had a lazy Saturday. My pain has worse today because I did so much yesterday. But I have had a good day today. I have rested, wrote, did my podcast, watched tv, drank coffee, and crocheted.💜

I have enjoyed today despite being in more pain. My mood has been really good.☀️

Since my pain medicine has increased it has helped me so much. I feel like my old self again.

I am loving life again❤️

I feel happy and joyful even when I am in pain💜

Today I have enjoyed my lazy Saturday❤️

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Thank you so much for reading! I hope you enjoyed this! I love you so much❤️

-xoxo Caty💜💖❤️