Daily life

I am making it, day by day💛

Hey everyone! Welcome back!❤️ I hope you have had a wonderful week. I do have some good news to share:

Good news: my procedure I am done (which was a branch block which is like a nerve block but stronger) it was a success!💛 my pain was gone for a whole day and one half of a day❤️ it was sooo nice not hurting😍 so now in two weeks I am having that same procedure done. Then if that works my doctor will do a major procedure where they burn my nerves. So I am very excited and scared at the same thing😬😅

Mentally: I have been up and down. Mostly down. I have just been feeling pretty down and depressed since my physical pain has been come back and been horrible. But today I have been in a great mood which is awesome❤️💜💛 I am just taking it, day by day and just keep making through each day💙

Physically: since my pain has come back it’s been awful. It’s been unbearable these past few days. It’s been raining and rain always makes me hurt more. But today my pain is better so that’s good. And soon I have my second procedure. So even though the pain, there are good things coming❤️💜💖💙💛

Even though it’s been tough lately. I have been making, day by day. I will continue to make it, day and day❤️💜💖💛💙

Remember you can always check out my podcasts, book, and social media. Here are all my links:

💜LINKS❤️

Facebook: https://m.facebook.com/catyloveswriting/

Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/catythewriter/?hl=en

Twitter: https://twitter.com/catythewriter

Wattpad: https://www.wattpad.com/usercatyloveswriting

My published book “Jesus Saves-Daily Devotions” https://www.amazon.com/Jesus-Saves-Daily-Devotions-Caty-Lyle/dp/1645692086/ref=sr_1_1?dchild=1&keywords=caty+lyle&qid=1586797431&sr=8-1

My Website: https://catythewriter.com/

Podcast links:

Chronically Caty on Apple Podcast:

https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/chronically-caty/id1459565351?uo=4

Chronically Caty Spotify:

Chronically Caty on Google Podcast:

https://www.google.com/podcasts?feed=aHR0cHM6Ly9hbmNob3IuZm0vcy9hNjcyN2Y4L3BvZGNhc3QvcnNz

Podcast links:

Jesus Saves Ministry On Apple Podcast:

https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/jesus-saves-ministry/id1465257311

Jesus Saves Ministry On Spotify:

Jesus Saves Ministry On Google Podcast:

https://www.google.com/podcasts?feed=aHR0cHM6Ly9hbmNob3IuZm0vcy9iODQwYjM4L3BvZGNhc3QvcnNz

Email list:

https://mailchi.mp/600769de4204/catylyle

Thank you for reading and listening! I love you so much! See you next week!❤️🤗

-xoxo Caty❤️💜💖💙

Daily life

Up and down☀️⬇️

Hey everyone! Welcome back! I hope you are having an amazing day. Here’s an update from me:

Mentally:

I have been up and down. I don’t think I am depressed (YAY!). I am just having lots and lots of mood swings. I am talking with my psychiatrist tomorrow so I will talk to him about my mood swings. But honestly I am hanging in there. It’s been tough but I am making❤️💜💖

Physically:

Ughhh. So bad. So much pain!!! My pain has been sooo bad. I have been in lots of flares. I just constantly feel unbearable pain. I am looking forward to my procedure in May and really hope it helps. I need some help with my fibromyalgia. Even though I have been in a lot of pain. I have been getting up everyday so I am proud of myself for making it even through the pain❤️💜💖

Thank you so much for all your love and support! I hope it hasn’t sounded like I am complaining but I am not trying to. Just sharing the ups and downs of life☀️ I am making it so I am proud of that💞

Thank you so much for reading!❤️

Remember I host a podcast called Chronically Caty is all about sharing hope to those who struggle with mental and/or chronic illnesses💖

Here’s the links to my podcast:

Chronically Caty on Apple Podcast:

https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/chronically-caty/id1459565351?uo=4

Chronically Caty Spotify:

Chronically Caty on Google Podcast:

https://www.google.com/podcasts?feed=aHR0cHM6Ly9hbmNob3IuZm0vcy9hNjcyN2Y4L3BvZGNhc3QvcnNz

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I love you all!💜❤️💖

-xoxo Caty❤️💜💖☀️

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It’s my 22 birthday❤️💜💖

I am officially 22❤️💜💖💞

When I turned 13 I went into a mental hospital for the first time. For the ages of 13-16: I ran away from God, went into a mental hospital 4 times, tried to kill myself twice, and got diagnosed with depression and anxiety. Then from the age of 16-19: I got diagnosed with bipolar type one, began close to God, had ECT treatments, started college, became sick, and got diagnosed with fibromyalgia. Then from 19-21: I have been depressed, in unbearable pain from fibromyalgia, published my book, went to ten different doctors, and tried everything to feel better.

Why I share all this because this is my story. When I was 13 I never thought I would live to see my 16th birthday. Even thought it’s been hell, I am here today turning 22. Life has been tough and it’s still tough. I have come a long way but I still have a long way to go. But I am proud of how far I have come. I am excited to see what this year begins❤️💜💖💞

I am sorry I haven’t updated in a while. I will do an update on me on Sunday❤️

Thank you for reading this! I love you all❤️

-xoxo Caty❤️💜💖

Daily life

Honestly, I am not doing good at all

Hey everyone. I am sorry I haven’t been updating in a while. Honestly I haven’t wanted to post because I have been doing so bad.

Mentally:

I’m very depressed. I have been having suicidal thoughts. It sounds really nice just to disappear. I feel worthless, useless, and hopeless. I am safe but I do think about death a lot. I am just not okay. I don’t know when I will be. I’m just stressed, depressed, and in a lot pain.

Physically:

Horrible. I am have been in so much pain. I just feel constant stabbing pain every single second of every single day. I have a procedure done on May 18th it’s like a nerve block but stronger. I just pray that this procedure really helps❤️

I am sorry if it sounds like I am complaining but I am just saying how I am truly doing. I want to be open and honest with you guys and want to share the truth about life with mental and chronic illnesses.

Thank you for listening❤️ thank you for understand and supporting me. I love you all and I will be updating at least twice a week now❤️💜💖

I love you! Safe stay!💛🧡

-xoxo Caty❤️💜💖🧡🧡

Daily life

I will be okay, just not today

Hey everyone! Welcome back! Here’s an update on me:

Mentally:

I have been feeling really down and depressed. I know I am feeling depressed because of my horrible fibromyalgia pain. I know I need to accept my fibromyalgia but I don’t know how. I still feel upset at God that I even have fibromyalgia. I just feel very sad and down all the time. It doesn’t help that I can’t go anywhere due to covid-19. Everything is closed where I live and I miss going places.

Physically:

My pain is horrible. I am in constant unbearable pain from the moment I wake up till the moment I go to sleep. I hurt so bad with no pain relief. It’s exhausting, frustrating, and makes me feel depressed.

Honestly I am not doing so good but I am making it. I am taking it one day at a time. I know I will be okay just not today❤️💖💜

I am sorry if it seems like I am complaining, I am really not I am just being honest with how I feel. Thank you for listening❤️💖💜

Remember to check out my podcast called Chronically Caty where I talk about all things about mental health and chronic illness. I update every week! The links are below⬇️❤️💛

Chronically Caty on Apple Podcast:

https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/chronically-caty/id1459565351?uo=4

Chronically Caty Spotify:

https://open.spotify.com/show/4aJlFcCxLNxQuXpnQD9gcQ

Chronically Caty on Google Podcast:

https://www.google.com/podcasts?feed=aHR0cHM6Ly9hbmNob3IuZm0vcy9hNjcyN2Y4L3BvZGNhc3QvcnNz

I love you all! Talk to you again next week❤️💖💜

-xoxo Caty❤️💖💜

Daily life

I am going to enjoy my life despite my pain💛

Hey everyone! I am so sorry I haven’t updated in the past few weeks been very busy with school. So here’s an update on me:

Mentally:

I am up and down. But for the most part my mood is really good❤️ I don’t feel depressed and I feel happy!❤️💖💜 with school though I have been feeling stressed and overwhelmed. But for the most part my mood is good💛

Physically:

I have been in a lot of pain. It’s been rough. I am having to wear my tens unit all day along because my pain is so bad. I am hoping to see another pain doctor soon. It’s just frustrating living with constant chronic back pain. It’s tough but I am trying to focus on school and the good things in my life❤️

So overall I am doing better. My pain is not better but my mood is so I am going to focus on the good❤️💜💖

I am making it one day at a time💛 good things are coming and I am going to enjoy my life despite my pain!❤️💖💜

Thank you so much for reading!❤️

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Remember I host a podcast called Chronically Caty where I share my tips and tricks on how to live an amazing life with mental and/or chronic illnesses.

The links are below⬇️

Chronically Caty on Apple Podcast:

https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/chronically-caty/id1459565351?uo=4

Chronically Caty Spotify:

https://open.spotify.com/show/4aJlFcCxLNxQuXpnQD9gcQ

Chronically Caty on Google Podcast:

https://www.google.com/podcasts?feed=aHR0cHM6Ly9hbmNob3IuZm0vcy9hNjcyN2Y4L3BvZGNhc3QvcnNz

Thank you so much for reading! I love you all and I will see you next week❤️💖💜💛

-xoxo Caty❤️💖💜

Daily life

I’m depressed (again) I am having suicidal thoughts (again) I am just a mess

Hey everyone! I hope you are doing well. Here is an update one me:

Mentally:

I am depressed (again). I am having suicidal thoughts (again). I am having crazy up and down mood swings (again). Honestly, I want to give up. I feel so low, sad, down, depressed, suicidal, numb, empty, worthless, useless, and hopeless. I messaged my psychiatrist and I am trying a new mood stabilizer. But honestly there is not much my psychiatrist can do, I am already on so many other medicines. I think just with being in so much physical pain for three years I have become chemical depressed. I PROMISE I will NOT hurt myself. I PROMISE I am safe. Just keep me in your thoughts and/or prayers.

Physically:

Still doing horrible. I hurt so bad all the time. I am sick and tired of always being sick and tired. I am sick and tired of hurting all the damn time. It’s so frustrating and it hurts so bad. But I am seeing a new chiropractor so maybe that will help. Honestly I don’t know what to do anymore.

I am sorry if this post has been super depressing. This is my recovery blog and I am being honest about how I am doing. Living with fibromyalgia, bipolar, depression, anxiety, and social anxiety isn’t pretty. It’s messy, stressful, and frustrating. This is me being totally honest with you all. I am sorry if I have been annoying by talking about the same things every time. This is just my life and how I feel.

Thank you for listening. It always makes me happy knowing I have people who care to know how I am doing❤️💖💜

I love you all! Have an amazing week❤️💖💜

-xoxo Caty❤️💖💜