So I am here at the roller skating place, its lonely, and I am sad. I hate roller skating but the reason I came was cause of my mom and sister wanted me. It would be more fun with a friend, but I have none of thous. At least I get to blog! 
As I said in my last posts I told you guys that I have mental illness, major depression and anxiety. I have been suidical, and in mental hopsitals 4 times in the past 3 years. I never choose to have mental illness, be servely depressed, and suicidal. But for the past 6 months I have choose recovery for the past 6 months. Yeah its REALLY hard, expectly on days like day. But I just keep going! 💗
And I am having a babysitting job coming up💜 I usually don’t like kids or baby sitting. But the kids I will be watching are my favorite❤️ could always use some extra cash cause my family and I are going to the beach in less than a month. I LOVE beach, going shopping, buying book (I am adicted to books😘📖), and jerwerly. So that makes me happy. Yeah I am up, down, and all over the time with my mood. But I am a teenage girl, with mental illness.
So now I am just gonna enjoy the good mood I am in now💜💜
Love you babe💗
xoxo❤️Renae💜
