OH MY GOSH HELLO BABE, I AM BACK!!!😱😱
So I am sure you are wondering where I have been, it’s just been super crazy lately, and I haven’t had much time. I will catch you up on what has been happening in the world of Renae.
The past couple of weeks I have been off from school, but even thou I have had time off, it’s been busy. Going to therapy every week, helping out around the house, running earns, etc. Around the house has been very stressful, my little sister who just turned 10, is all drama. She hasn’t been sleeping in her own bed for weeks, cause she is scared. We really don’t know what she is scared of, but she refuses to sleep in her own bed. That equals drama. It really stresses my mom out, and everyone else. Also mom said she is just know processing feelings, which mean I will say a moment then months later she will tell me it hurt her feelings. Difficult? Very. She did that to me the other day, and I snapped at her cause I thought it happened weeks ago, LET IT GO. But then mom told me she thinks it’s her processing feelings, and you have to be patience with her. She has just been difficult lately.
Lately my mood has been so much better. I have been working really hard in therapy, I’m not low, or depressed, I am in recovery and stable!!💗 which is a HUGGEE thing for me!! I have been recovering for about 10ish months now, I have worked my ass off, and it’s paying off. Now I am just deal with normal teenage problems like; trying to figure out my college, my future, stress from, school, family, hw, etc. Just normal teenage problems. I am so used to dealing with mental illness problems, I have never been able to deal with teenage stuff. It’s weird, but it is so nice☀️ now in therapy I am working on handling stress and teen girl problems. I have come a long way in 10ish months. Now I love myself (most days) and , love my life (most days)❤️yes I still have bad days, good days, ups and downs but overall I am happy☀️
NOW I HAVE SUPER EXCITING NEWS IT GOING TO BLOW YOUR MIND!!!! I couple of months ago, God spoke to me and told me to become a veterinarian. So I have been interning at my local animal clinic and I ABSOLUTELY LOVE IT!!❤️❤️❤️😱😱😍😍🐶🐱🐾 I am doing it about every week, and I have been researching colleges. I mean, 3 years ago I didn’t care about life, and now I am going to become a veterinarian. Vet school is SOO HARD, to get into, and I would have to go out of state. So I will thinking about getting my vet tech degree first then try to get into vet school. It’s impossible to get into vet school right out of high school (believe I have been talking to vets about it) ️so getting your vet tech degree is a great start to becoming a vet.🐾 even thou planning your career is super scary, I feel excited about choosing a career I would love💗💗
Tomorrow I get to start my first day of school, in my junior year. I am excited but nervous at the same time. I can’t wait to be homeschooled again, and start a new year. But I am nervous cause this year my mom is homeschooling my sister to, ACT and SAT year. It’s scary starting a new chapter up I am ready💗💗☀️☀️
Okay babe, I will try my best to be more active on here, I swear I haven’t forgotten about you!❤️ I love you guys!💜 so I will post as much as possible!
I love you all so much♡
Have an amazing night! I love you lots!💜💜
See you soon😘