Christmas coming and a new year.
Hey babes so today I am actually getting lots of stuff done. Cleaning, getting Christmas presents together. I do feel anxious about this new year. It’s really coming up fast, this year has been crazy. Has its has its ups and downs. But I will talk more about the closer New Years coming. But Christmas is almost here, I am excited and nervous all at the same time. I also love Christmas and it feel good knowing I am doing SOO much better than last year around this time. Nervous about what are plans to see family, that can be stressful and exhausting. But right now we can’t plan anything till my little sister has her procedures on Tursday look at her stomach, that is pretty scary. I just hope we get an answer and it’s something we can handle. So yeah life is crazy.
But I did something pretty awesome, I sent one of poems in a contest to get it published. I really hope I get published, that’s has to be one of my favorite poems I have ever written. I wrote it about 4 years ago while I was suicide. One amazing thing that has come from me getting diagonesed with bipolar, depression, and anxiety is my writing. I have become an amazing and deep writer. So here is my poem:
So my life is a mess but I am making it. Just taking it one day at a time, and finding strength to do things. Yeah I am gonna be okay💜 love you lots babe! Renae💕