Hello beautiful people! I know it’s been FOREVER since I have posted on here.
Big things that are happening:
I am done with high school! YAY!!! I am graduating in May and I am so excited. My high school years were the worst (until I became homeschooled then it was amazing.) I have prom this Friday and I have a big, fluffy, princess dress. I signed up for college this week, I am starting in the fall. I have been applying places to find a job. I just finished with my play Godspell. I am turning 19 next month. Wow. Man, I have been busy. Big things are coming up. I am excited, scared, nervous, all at the same time for graduating and starting college.
I have been very up and down. I have been really depressed. Even though things are going great for me, I still feel depressed. Depression sucks. No matter how hard I try I am still depressed. It’s frustrating but I am making it.
Something to be proud of:
When I was 13, I dreamed of killing myself and next months I will be 19. Wow. From when I was 13-16: I had an abusive boyfriend, went into mental hospitals 4 times, scratched my skin till it would bleed, tried to kill myself, was manic, suicidal, and depressed. Now I am turning 19, going to college, and graudating high school. I never thought I would live this long. I have come a long way. That’s something to be proud of.
My encouragement for you:
I am living proof that it does get better!
Never give up my darling.
You can do this.
I believe in you.
I love you.
Until next time!