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Falling apart

I am sorry guys.

I am falling apart.

The suicidal thoughts are killing me.

I just can’t do this anymore.

I had someone who I thought was my best friend tell me I am just sinner who chose mental illness. That I am sinner for cutting myself and for suicidal thoughts. She basically told me I am worthless.

I don’t know what to do anymore.

I am sorry I am not encouraging today. This is just the truth of mental illness: it isn’t pretty.

Thank you guys for listening💜

-xoxo Renae💕

5 thoughts on “Falling apart”

  1. I’m so sorry she told you that! IT’S NOT TRUE! You aren’t a sinner for feeling what you do, you can’t choose mental illnesses; it’s a sin to fake it for attention, which is NOT what you’re doing. I will continue to pray for you. You’re right, mental illnesses aren’t pretty but you are a beautiful person. Please, please, hang in there! We’re here for you!

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