Today I feel hopeful!
Yesterday I applied and interviewed for a job. This would be my first job. It’s at a restaurant, I really hope I get it (fingers crossed!) Next Saturday I am graduating from high school. Then in August I will start college.
Things are changing! And for the first time in months I feel hope. Hope that I am going to get better. Hope that “this to shall pass.” Hope that I won’t be depressed forever. I am bipolar, so my moods are always changing. I finally feel a light of hope.
These past few months have been horrible. Depression and suicidal thoughts have been kicking my butt. But for the first time in months, I finally feel like I am going to get better. I know it’s going to take time, but I am ready. I am ready to have a good summer, graduate, get a job, and start college. I can’t end my life right now, I have to many things I want to do.
I am ready to recover. I am ready to be stable and happy again. This to shall pass. I pray that this is the start of something amazing.
Thank you guys for all your love and support. I love you. I believe in you!💜