To Begin Again
After years of mental pain,
After years of physical pain,
I am finally ready,
To begin again.
I am ready to live again.
I want to be happy,
Despite the pain.
I want to enjoy life,
Despite my illnesses.
I want to see the world.
Be able to go places again.
Be able to go back on my college’s campus again.
I want to live,
Not just survive.
I want to enjoy everyday.
I want to enjoy,
Every moment.
I know,
I will still hurt.
I know,
I am not cured.
But I am ready,
To begin again.
For the first time in two years,
I have traveled.
For the first time in two years,
I can go places again.
I can live!
I want to live!
I want to make more friends.
I want to fall in love.
I want to love everyday.
I am ready,
To begin again.
This fall,
I am going taking classes on campus.
It’s scary.
I’m scared.
But it’s time
I can’t wait!
I spend my whole life in pain,
I want to spend the rest of it:
Happy,
Joyful,
And in love with life.
No matter how much I hurt,
I will love life.
No matter what comes my way,
I will be okay.
I am ready!
Oh,
I am so ready!
I am ready,
To begin again.
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I also have a mental illness and chronic illness YouTube channel called Chronically Caty. I hope you can check it out❤️
Link’s right here⬇️⬇️
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCmKWMEo9KAr8-9wZ0PqQDlw
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Hey everyone! I hope you enjoyed this! I love you so much! I hope you are having a wonderful day! Thank you so much for reading❤️
-xoxo Caty❤️
