I’m depressed (again)

Hey everyone, I am so sorry it’s been so long since I have updated on here but honestly I haven’t been doing very good. But here’s an update on me:

Mentally:

I have become depressed again. I feel down, sad, and depressed all the time. I cry a lot. I have been situationally depressed since fibromyalgia but now I am chemical depressed due to having bipolar type one. It’s really hard being depressed again. I always feel tired and run down. I try to put on a brave face for my family but honestly, I am not okay.

Physically:

I am still in unbearable pain from fibromyalgia. Tomorrow I see another rheumatologist which I am really hoping he can help me. So please keep me in your thoughts and prayers for tomorrow. I have waited all summer for this appointment and I am hoping it has been worth the wait. But still everyday I am in unbearable pain mostly in my back and legs.

I am sorry if this post is depressing but it’s the truth about how I am doing❤️

Just please keep me in your thoughts and prayer💖

Thank you so much for reading. You guys are amazing. I love each and every one of you😘❤️

-xoxo Caty💜💖❤️