So last week I started back at college. I am in my sophomore year in college. All my friends that graduated with me are in their junior year of college but I have had to take college slower due to getting diagnosed with fibromyalgia.
But anyways school is going good. This semester I am taking English and Math. So far I am really enjoying it. My classes are both on campus so I have been going somewhere everyday now. Which has been hard on my fibromyalgia.
For those of you who don’t know my major is in English and Technology Writing. I love writing books and my day job when I graduate college will be to work as a technological writer for a company.
But back to how I am doing.
I am still really depressed. I don’t feel depressed at school which is really good. But everyday I come home from school I feel depressed.
I just feel so down and empty.
I try to not think about how depressed I am by playing on my phone.
But everyday I just feel so depressed.
I can’t run from it or hide from it.
I just face it and deal with it.
I’m not okay. It’s okay not to be okay.❤️
My physical pain from fibromyalgia is doing good. It’s been really hard getting up and going to school everyday. Some days I hurt REALLY bad but I go to school anyways.
My pain is not gone but it’s managed. It’s SO much better so I can’t complain.
Even though I am depressed, I am making it. Everyday I am hanging in there.❤️
Being depressed isn’t easy but I am still living my life despite it.❤️
I will just keep going and I hope you will too❤️
Thank you so much for reading!❤️
I love you so much❤️