Back in college and still depressed

Hey everyone❤️

So last week I started back at college. I am in my sophomore year in college. All my friends that graduated with me are in their junior year of college but I have had to take college slower due to getting diagnosed with fibromyalgia.

But anyways school is going good. This semester I am taking English and Math. So far I am really enjoying it. My classes are both on campus so I have been going somewhere everyday now. Which has been hard on my fibromyalgia.

For those of you who don’t know my major is in English and Technology Writing. I love writing books and my day job when I graduate college will be to work as a technological writer for a company.

But back to how I am doing.

I am still really depressed. I don’t feel depressed at school which is really good. But everyday I come home from school I feel depressed.

I just feel so down and empty.

I try to not think about how depressed I am by playing on my phone.

But everyday I just feel so depressed.

I can’t run from it or hide from it.

I just face it and deal with it.

I’m not okay. It’s okay not to be okay.❤️

My physical pain from fibromyalgia is doing good. It’s been really hard getting up and going to school everyday. Some days I hurt REALLY bad but I go to school anyways.

My pain is not gone but it’s managed. It’s SO much better so I can’t complain.

Even though I am depressed, I am making it. Everyday I am hanging in there.❤️

Being depressed isn’t easy but I am still living my life despite it.❤️

I will just keep going and I hope you will too❤️

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Thank you so much for reading!❤️

I love you so much❤️

-xoxo Caty❤️