Daily life

An long overdue honest update

An honest update on me:

Hey everyone, I know it’s been a while since I have posted. I am back and I am going to *try* to post weekly or every other week. So just know that I am busy with college but I will always continue this blog because I love you guys💗💜❤️🤍

News from the doctor:

For the past few month I have been having symptoms of PCOS so I was diagnosed with PCOS by my OBGYN last week. I also got bad news about my liver. Even though I said before that I got good news on my liver. It turns out my latest lab work about my liver is horrible. So I am having another liver ultrasound tomorrow and getting labs done tomorrow. My doctor believes I have a rare form of arthritis or I may have a liver disease. So yeah keep me in your thoughts and prayers💗💜❤️

Mentally:

Guys, it’s bad. I am very depressed to point where I am now having suicidal thoughts. (I am safe and it’s just thoughts). I have been depressed for months and yesterday I just finally started having suicidal thoughts again. So I am bad again. I am seeing my therapist this week and maybe even call my psychiatrist. But I know what my psychiatrist will say I need to go to a mental hospitals. (I will NEVER go to another mental hospital again because I went four different times and hated it). I am taking care of myself so that’s good. I am just bad again. So I am just going to keep going. I am still functioning very well. But I still I feel awful.

Physically:

I am in so much pain all the time. I am having to wear my tens units a lot more. I am just struggling physically. Going to college full time is exhausting and I am just hurting a lot.

I am making it. I will always keep going but this is the reality of living with mental and chronic illnesses💗

💜links❤️

My published book “Jesus Saves-Daily Devotions” https://www.amazon.com/Jesus-Saves-Daily-Devotions-Caty-Lyle/dp/1645692086/ref=sr_1_1?dchild=1&keywords=caty+lyle&qid=1586797431&sr=8-1

My Website: https://catythewriter.com/

Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/catythewriter/

Podcast link:

https://anchor.fm/jesussavesministry

Medium:

https://link.medium.com/gVSatG1rBbb

Thank you so much for reading! I thank you for all your love and support💗💜❤️

I love you! Have a blessed day💗💜

-xoxo Caty💗❤️🧡💛

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