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Doing better❤️

Hey everyone❤️

So it’s the weekend and I made it through another whole week of school! So far school is going really good. I never thought I could get up and go to school everyday but so far I am doing pretty good at it💜

Here’s the update on me:

Mentally:

I am doing better💗 I have started taking another medicine on Friday and I can already see a different in my mood. Since Friday I haven’t felt depressed. I have been in a good mood😊 so far this medicine is helping and hopefully my mood will just continue to get better and better💜

Physically:

I am still not pain free from fibromyalgia. I am better but not cured. I have pain but it’s honestly not as bad as it used to be. My pain from fibromyalgia has improved. So I can’t complain. I do have my bad days of course. But my pain is manageable and I love it❤️

Honestly I am doing better and I have been feeling pretty happy😊

I enjoy doing school. In my free time I write Christian Devotionals on Wattpad. Here’s the link:. https://www.wattpad.com/user/catyloveswriting

I also host my podcast: “Jesus Saves Ministry Podcast.” Here are the links:

Jesus Saves Ministry On Apple Podcast:

https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/jesus-saves-ministry/id1465257311

Jesus Saves Ministry On Spotify:

https://open.spotify.com/show/0qur0VdIoYSCdmLndTljxw

Jesus Saves Ministry On Google Podcast:

https://www.google.com/podcasts?feed=aHR0cHM6Ly9hbmNob3IuZm0vcy

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I am doing better and I am going to enjoy it❤️😊

Thank you so much for reading!❤️💜💗

I love you all!💗

-xoxo Caty❤️💜💖💗

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Back in college and still depressed

Hey everyone❤️

So last week I started back at college. I am in my sophomore year in college. All my friends that graduated with me are in their junior year of college but I have had to take college slower due to getting diagnosed with fibromyalgia.

But anyways school is going good. This semester I am taking English and Math. So far I am really enjoying it. My classes are both on campus so I have been going somewhere everyday now. Which has been hard on my fibromyalgia.

For those of you who don’t know my major is in English and Technology Writing. I love writing books and my day job when I graduate college will be to work as a technological writer for a company.

But back to how I am doing.

I am still really depressed. I don’t feel depressed at school which is really good. But everyday I come home from school I feel depressed.

I just feel so down and empty.

I try to not think about how depressed I am by playing on my phone.

But everyday I just feel so depressed.

I can’t run from it or hide from it.

I just face it and deal with it.

I’m not okay. It’s okay not to be okay.❤️

My physical pain from fibromyalgia is doing good. It’s been really hard getting up and going to school everyday. Some days I hurt REALLY bad but I go to school anyways.

My pain is not gone but it’s managed. It’s SO much better so I can’t complain.

Even though I am depressed, I am making it. Everyday I am hanging in there.❤️

Being depressed isn’t easy but I am still living my life despite it.❤️

I will just keep going and I hope you will too❤️

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Thank you so much for reading!❤️

I love you so much❤️

-xoxo Caty❤️

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Amazing News!😱❤️

Hey everyone! I have some amazing news!😱

So yesterday I went to another rheumatologist that I have been waiting all summer to see. He is ACTUALLY going to HELP ME!!!😱😱😱😍😍❤️❤️❤️

I FINALLY found a doctor after two years of searching!!😍💜

He believes I have fibromyalgia so he put me on some new medicines and that medicine has already started to help💖💜

He also believes I have sleep apnea so he is setting up for me to have a sleep study done to see if I do have it.

He doesn’t believe I have any form of arthritis and he thinks I just have fibromyalgia.

He has taken my case and I am so happy about that!☀️💜

After two years and going through six other rheumatologists, but finally I have answers and a doctor who cares about me!😍💜

I am already feeling better pain wise today. My pain has been better and my mood is much better. I feel like a whole new person now that I am not in much pain. I still have pain but it’s sooo much better❤️

Thank you so much for reading and for all your support throughout these six years I have been blogging. You all are amazing and I love you so much❤️💜💖

-xoxo Caty❤️💜💖☀️

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I’m depressed (again)

Hey everyone, I am so sorry it’s been so long since I have updated on here but honestly I haven’t been doing very good. But here’s an update on me:

Mentally:

I have become depressed again. I feel down, sad, and depressed all the time. I cry a lot. I have been situationally depressed since fibromyalgia but now I am chemical depressed due to having bipolar type one. It’s really hard being depressed again. I always feel tired and run down. I try to put on a brave face for my family but honestly, I am not okay.

Physically:

I am still in unbearable pain from fibromyalgia. Tomorrow I see another rheumatologist which I am really hoping he can help me. So please keep me in your thoughts and prayers for tomorrow. I have waited all summer for this appointment and I am hoping it has been worth the wait. But still everyday I am in unbearable pain mostly in my back and legs.

I am sorry if this post is depressing but it’s the truth about how I am doing❤️

Just please keep me in your thoughts and prayer💖

Thank you so much for reading. You guys are amazing. I love each and every one of you😘❤️

-xoxo Caty💜💖❤️

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MY BOOK IS OUT ON AMAZON❤️

Hey everyone! Exciting news:

My book: Jesus Saves Daily Devotions

Is out on AMAZON!!❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Here’s the link to buy it:

https://www.amazon.com/dp/1645692086

You should totally get this book because it will help you learn more and grow closer to Jesus Our King❤️

I pray it blesses everyone who reads it❤️

I love you all!❤️

-xoxo Caty❤️

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Rough weekend but feeling better today❤️

Hey everyone.

On my last post I talked about how I was going to sing on my church’s worship team by sitting in a chair the whole time.

I went on Saturday to sing and they NEVER got me a chair.

I had to stand.

It was horrible.

As soon I was done singing I was crying because I was in SOOO MUCH PAIN. The pain was UNBEARABLE.

I spent the whole day on Sunday in UNBEARABLE pain and crying most of the day.

I was in a flare and it was the worst flare I have had in a longggg time.

Everything HURT.

My whole body HURT.

I was crying so much.

It felt like knives were constantly stabbing me.

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Thankfully today I am feeling better. I am still in pain but I am better❤️

My mood is better and I believe the flare is passing.💖

But I am still NEVER singing there again. They didn’t help someone with disabilities. They didn’t help me. They promised me a chair and they lied.

Now I am just going to rest❤️

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Thank you so much for reading! I love you all❤️

-xoxo Caty❤️

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Exciting News!☀️💖💜

Today has been a really rough pain day. I have been in pain most of the day.

I have had a good day though❤️

I did some writing, did my podcast, crocheted, and I did my Bible study with my Mom💖

Here’s my exciting news:

Before fibromyalgia I used to sing on my church’s worship team every weekend. But since fibromyalgia I have taken a two year break. But this weekend I will been singing on my church’s worship team again! I will be in a chair while I sing but I very excited💜💖☀️

I finally feel like I am living again!❤️

Take THAT fibromyalgia!👍🏻💖

I am living again despite my pain!💖💜❤️

Even though I am in pain right now, I am okay❤️

I will get through it❤️

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Thank you so much for reading! I love you all!❤️

-xoxo Caty❤️