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Making process❤️

Hey everyone! I hope you are doing good, here is an update on me:

Physically: I have been having lots of stomach issues but thankfully my stomach issues are better. I had a colonoscopy this week that came back normal so that is really good! My pain from fibromyalgia has been really bad. Everyday I hurt really bad from fibromyalgia. I have been having to wear my tens unit basically all the time. So I am still struggling with fibromyalgia but I am making it. I still go to school everyday and do my homework. Currently I have all B’s in my classes so I am happy about that❤️

Mentally:

I am doing much better! My depression and anxiety has gotten better. Now I just get down and depressed at night. So that’s huge and I am really happy about that!❤️ I started seeing my new therapist this week and I feel really hopeful that I am going to continue to do good mentally❤️

All and all I am making process! I am hanging in there and doing much better mentally so I am proud and happy about that❤️ I still struggling with fibromyalgia but I am making it❤️

I am taking it one day at a time❤️

Thank you so much for reading! I hope you have an amazing week and I will update you guys again next week! I love you all❤️

-xoxo Caty❤️

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Happy world mental health day!❤️

Happy world mental health day everyone!❤️ #worldmaternalmentalhealthday

When I was diagnosed with depression, anxiety, social anxiety, and bipolar, I thought my life was over. Turns out my life had just began. Even though living with any mental illness is hell. I have had to fight like hell since I was diagnosed nine years ago. I am proud to say that even through all the depression, suicidal thoughts, mental hospital stays, and ECT treatments, I am glad that I am here today❤️ even though currently I am depressed, I am still glad I am here💖

If you are struggling with any mental illness, my advise to you: get help and keep going. Get help by seeing a therapist, psychiatrist, and talking to the people you love and trust. Keep going even when you want to end it all. I have wanted to end it all so many times but I am SOO glad I didn’t. It will get better. Then years later you will look back and be proud you stayed. So keep going. Keep fighting. I am proud of you. I love you❤️💜💜💖 #depressionhelp #bipolarawareness #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthtips #anxietyrelief #keepgoing #nevergiveup

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Thank you for reading! I will post again for an update on me on Sunday! I love you all! ❤️💜💖

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Getting some help

Hey everyone❤️ I hope you are doing good❤️

Here’s an update on me:

Physically:

I have been in a lot of pain due to fibromyalgia this week. But today my back is better. I am having a colonoscopy tomorrow so please send good thoughts and/or prayers my way. I could use some good news❤️

Mentally:

I am very depressed. I am seeing a new therapist because my old therapist left the state so this week I met a new therapist and I really like him. I am starting to see him next week because I really need the help. My anxiety and depression levels have been really high and it’s time to get some help. I have also been remembering what my abusive boyfriend did to me. So I need to work through my past. I feel hopefully that therapy will really help. I feel more hope today❤️

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I hope you have a blessed day and I will see you guys again next week! I love you all!❤️

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The dark cloud over my head

Hey everyone!❤️

I hope you are doing good. I hope you have had a good weekend. Here’s an update on me and I am sharing with you a poem I wrote:

Mentally:

I’m very depressed and anxious. I have a lot of mood swings. Sometimes I am okay but then at night I get very depressed. I am messaging my doctor so hopefully he can help me but I know it’s just chemical depression which has to be treated by medicine. I am not okay.

Physically:

My fibromyalgia pain is killing me since I go to school every day. On the weekends I just feel so burned out and in pain. I am also having some stomach issues and I am having a colonoscopy in a few weeks. So yeah not doing that good.

So here’s my poem:

Stop telling me to be fine

I should be fine.

I should be happy.

I should not hurt.

I should not have fibromyalgia.

I should not be in pain every minute of everyday.

I’m not fine.

I’m not happy.

I’m hurting.

I have fibromyalgia.

I am in pain all day everyday.

I’m depressed.

I can’t stop being depressed,

Because believe me,

I’ve tried.

I can’t escape this sadness.

It’s a dark cloud over my head.

Sometimes I may be okay.

But at other times,

The cloud rains and thunderstorms.

Everywhere I go,

The dark cloud follows me.

Every night, the cloud rains and rains.

I can’t get the cloud to stop raining.

I can’t seem to stop being depressed.

I try to be fine.

I try to smile.

I try to look alright.

But that’s a lie.

I can’t always hide,

What’s on the inside.

On the inside,

I’m not okay.

I’m not alright.

Because no matter how hard I try,

I can’t stop feeling depressed.

Doesn’t matter how hard I try,

I’m always depressed at night.

It’s never ending.

So I’m not okay.

I’m not alright.

So please,

Stop telling me to be fine.

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Thank you so much for reading! I am sorry if this post was really depressing I am just really struggling❤️

I love you all and I will post again next week!❤️

-xoxo Caty❤️