Dying on the inside

Hey guys…

So,

I am not doing so great.

I think I am depressed again….

(Sigh)

I just feel so down and depressed all the time.

I see my therapist tomorrow. We will see what he says.

I start college on Thursday.

I don’t know how I am going to handle doing college and being depressed.

But I have to.

I just keep thinking about death. Today there was this car coming towards me while I was walking. I really wanted it to hit me.

(Sigh)

Yeah so,

I am dying on the inside.

But I am still here. I am still making. I am just going to put on foot in front of the other.

Thank you guys for listening!

I love you so much!

-xoxo Renae❤️