Yesterday was horrible. After having thoughts of cutting myself for weeks I finally broke down and cut myself. I am sorry guys. I didn’t stay strong. My depression is just so bad and I am fighting hard to stay alive. I promise I will keep going, I won’t give up. It’s hard fighting suicidal thoughts but I will fight. I am not giving up. My birthday is this weekend so I am excited about that. I just have to keep going even when I don’t want to. I am struggling but I am not giving up now. Today I had therapy, I have been cleaning, and I am going to the library. Night time is when the suicidal thoughts come so I will keep myself busy tonight so the thoughts don’t consume me. I am trying my best. I know I can do this. I have to keep telling myself I can get through this. I can do this. I can do this.
Thank you for listening darling!
Remember you can get through this!
I love and believe in you💜
-xoxo Renae❤️
Caty’s recovery blog 
Renae, I just want you to know I am keeping you in my prayers. There is a Pastor who is doing a Blog series on “dealing With Depression”, if you’d like to check out his posts. Here is the address of his Blog site: The Recovering Legalist https://therecoveringlegalist.com/
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Okay I will, thank you! God bless you💜
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Hi Renae!
I’m really excited about your birthday! I hope you have a great day! I’ll continue to pray for you. 🙂 hang in there girl! I believe in you 💕
Abi Leah
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