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Struggling

Yesterday was horrible. After having thoughts of cutting myself for weeks I finally broke down and cut myself. I am sorry guys. I didn’t stay strong. My depression is just so bad and I am fighting hard to stay alive. I promise I will keep going, I won’t give up. It’s hard fighting suicidal thoughts but I will fight. I am not giving up. My birthday is this weekend so I am excited about that. I just have to keep going even when I don’t want to. I am struggling but I am not giving up now. Today I had therapy, I have been cleaning, and I am going to the library. Night time is when the suicidal thoughts come so I will keep myself busy tonight so the thoughts don’t consume me. I am trying my best. I know I can do this. I have to keep telling myself I can get through this. I can do this. I can do this.

Thank you for listening darling!

Remember you can get through this!

I love and believe in you💜

-xoxo Renae❤️

3 thoughts on “Struggling”

  1. Hi Renae!
    I’m really excited about your birthday! I hope you have a great day! I’ll continue to pray for you. 🙂 hang in there girl! I believe in you 💕
    Abi Leah

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